Man. Three months. THREE DAMN MONTHS! Just unbelievable. Utterly baffling.
Where did all that time go? What happened?
To summarize: My big project halted and the creativity and concept just seemed to drain me more and more. It just didn't work out. This is the worst kind of project really. I couldn't be bothered and then my last months in school (for the rest of my life) made me just lazy and overall slacking in the "working hard" department. I wanted to live my student life to the fullest, meaning sitting and playing games or having fun with friends 24/7. Sooner or later it became my standard day-to-day schedule and I did not pick up on my project or any real artistic work up until the time I write this.
It's been an insane little ride, this last year in school. Been living, more or less, as an isolate, devoid of human contact on a regular basis. Been meeting friends regularly to then later just being myself in my apartment. If there's anything I have truly learned fro mall of this is that friends and human contact can really keep motivations going. When you live like I did, then you start to "forget" the outside world a little, or at least becoming somewhat removed from life of society.
Ugh. It's been a pain, more than joy. But I'm also glad to have experienced such an interesting way of living. Makes me think twice about being a hermit...
Anyway, maybe you would had hope I could show you some cool, fresh pictures of my "latest and greatest" but this post is just a basic confession of my complete fail. Something I hope to never repeat ever again.
Next time, also very soon, I'll be updating in a frequent pace of work I will begin anew, of models I love to craft.
See you in a few!
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